on karma...

i firmly believe that the world is a truly balanced place. all things good in the world balance out the bad. like with a positive outlook, if you look to the good you'll find happiness. but really everything is balanced completely.

like today for example. while walking susannah to her class we ran into henry, a guy i find fascinating and very good looking who lives near alex. i've always had a sort of thing for him and i enjoy these encounters. further along in the walk i ran into sam, a boy i had a pseudoromance with who actually broke my heart. i thoroughly dislike him... almost dispise him for the way he lead me on and left me flat. though i was to blame a bit. but i generally avoid him at all costs. when we go to parties, i bring someone to protect me from having to see him. i was civil and the encounter was tollerable. it balanced the world. i was in a bad mood this morning, but a good mood when i walked home. my favourite moment of karma being on the thursday before reading week having a perfect organic moment in the snow, and then slipping and falling. or the other day having lovely naked time, interrupted by a firedrill... the world is balanced and ordered. the bad balances the good, the good balances the bad. the world is an even equation, everything in proportion. in that respect, all overwhelming anger is canacelled out with overwhelming glee. it just all works.